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I WANT YOU TO KNOW  / GLORIA ANTHONY SHALLO'S MOM (AUNT)

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I Want You To Know

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A brief moment of darkness
was all that I knew
before Heaven's Gate
came into my view.
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Loved ones and friends
I had missed for many years
welcomed me with open arms
and many happy tears.
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All the hurt fear and pain
that I have ever known
is gone from my life
I am finally home.
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I gazed upon the Lord's
sweet smiling face
and for the first time in my life
I knew and felt His grace.
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I know that you miss me
but please dry your eyes.
I will always be watching and loving you
from my home in the sky.
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A cool breeze on your face
a touch of light rain
I will send as a reminder
that we will be reunited again.
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Life on earth is but one
brief moment in time
I am finally home
Eternity is mine.
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Copyright� 2002 Jonathan Tiong.

ALL MY LOVE NICK XOXO

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WHAT IS GRIEF  / GLORIA ANTHONY'S MOM (AUNTIE)
What Is Grief?


Who really knows?
How to do it-and-how it goes
Grief I'm told is letting go
Be it right or be it wrong
Words and feelings to our own song.
Memories flood the tears in our eyes
Do you think our loved one hears our cries?
And how the Heart aches to no end
Even knowing that our loved ones' peace will send.
To feel so lonely and filled with fear
I wonder if the Lord does truly hear?
So our days go by hour by hour As we smile and carry on with all our power We stay busy sometimes too busy to see And notice in God we truly need thee.
Our nights are filled with restless sleep
Even knowing you're in God's keep
We wake from slumber in the early morning light
To weep our loved one now out of sight
We toss and turn and try to pray
Please Lord help us through another day!
And on the day where silence was once cherished
This too has somehow perished.
Alone we fight the pain the loss the sorrow While waiting for a bright tomorrow We try to understand words that feel so cold We try to forgive we try to be bold
We smile that smile
We walk that walk
We love unconditionally as we feel the pain of their talk.
We do desperately grieve inside
And try to live as God abides
For our pain and sorrow runs so deep
So deep that no one can see us weep.
So grief they say as they point their finger
Get over it it's done don't let it linger
But 'we' know it doesn't matter how many days go by
Our Hearts will always know how to cry.
So tell me what is grief and who really knows How to do it and how it goes?

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But God Has Other Plans For Us  / Mom
From the first day that you came into my world
I’ll never forget how I held you close to my heart in a little curl.
I could still remember all your growing years
There were many good ones and yes there were the tears.
How I long to hold you close again
I never wanted this to end.
If I would have known it was your time to go
I would have asked God and pleaded to take my soul.
“But God had other plans for us.”

You’re gentle heart and kind words
And I still remember that you liked to eat sweet and sour nerds.
You were loving and you were funny
And when you scared me I had you running.
But there were times I waited behind the door to scare you
And you always threatened that you would get me too.
And now I sit here alone
Wondering if I would have left first what would you have done?
I know my son you loved me
And oh how I miss you but this isn’t how it was supposed to be.
“But God had other plans for us.”

Since you left there’s not one day that goes by that you’re not in my mind
I talk to you often greet you in the morning and how I long to tuck you in bed at night.
In front of family and friends I put on my happy face
But when I’m alone the tears just pour and pour I feel them as they race.
When people tell me that I am strong
I think are they kidding me pretending as if there is nothing wrong?
I would never want anybody to go through this I ponder
But this is my sadness nobody will hear my thunder
I try to understand how could that be
But why did this have to happen to me?
I still question God and ask Him why he took you away
But you were here for a while He say’s that’s why you couldn’t stay.
I think I was left here alone for a reason.
I’m still trying to figure out why after each season?
“But God had other plans for us.”

I have held you in my arms and done the best I can
I pray that God will hold you close knowing that you were
My number one young man.
Just remember in my heart you are a special one
and I will always proudly tell the world "that you were my son."
Each and every day I feel my heart that aches
And that’s pretty much each morning as to how I wake.
“But God had other plans for us.”

I try to keep a happy heart and remember all the funny things you did
Like when you made me laugh or told me something funny that you made my face so red.
There are tons and tons of great memories I’ll keep close to my heart
I’m told that being sad is how you wouldn’t want me nor to lose it or to fall apart.
But why so soon I keep asking why
God only knew that it was your time.
“But God had other plans for us.”

For now my son it’s till we meet again
I will do all the right things so that in Heaven I’ll be welcomed in.
I know I cry and cry each day
But please forgive me Son if I cause you any pain.
And when it’s my time to leave this world
And everyone will say she’s gone
I know my son you’ll be there waiting for me to say welcome home mom.
“And that’s the plan that God has for us”

I love you my son my Nick.
I miss you dearly
Love Mom


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Happy Valentine's Day  / Aunt Pam &. Uncle Mike

  Nick----Enjoy the day with Nana and Aaron.

 

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THINKING OF YOU  / BECKY..MOTHER TO FFF JARRETT LITTLE (ANGEL MOM )

 

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HAPPY 23rd HEAVENLY BIRTHDAY NICK  / GLORIA ANTHONY SHALLO'S MOM (AUNT)

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This day will be a celebration
of the short time you were here.
You will always be remembered
with great love and many tears.
But to only feel pain and sorrow
would not be fair to you.
Your life meant so much more to us
more than words could say.
You were here so briefly
I wonder if you knew
all the ways you’ve touched
our world and our hearts
and everyone who knew you
since the day God called you home.
Now my child you’re an angel
with your heavenly Father above
we see not only what we’ve lost
but our capacity of love.
There will always be a big void
in our life and a hole in our
hearts that will never heal.
Our souls will grieve forever.
Will we forget or stop loving you?
No! Not now…not ever.
As this day is upon us
oh how our hearts still hurt.
But even as I mourn your death
we will always celebrate your birth.
It was the happiest day of our lives.

♫ ♫ Happy Birthday To You ♫ ♫

♫ ♫ Happy Birthday To You ♫ ♫

♫ ♫ Happy Birthday Dear nick ♫ ♫

♫ ♫ Happy Birthday To You ♫ ♫

HAPPY BIRTHDAY SWEETHEART THINKING OF YOU AND YOUR FAMILY. HAVE A BLAST WITH ANTHONY ON YOUR BIRTHDAY AS YOU WATCH OVER FAMILY CELEBRATE YOUR BORN HERE ON EARTH. I MISS YOU AND LOVE YOU BOO. I'M SURE THE CLOUDS WILL BE ROCKING WITH YOU TWO CELEBRATING. ALL MY LOVE NICK XOXO

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Happy Birthday Nicholas  / Teri Drebit (Jaime's Mom)

Mary I saw you wrote that Nicholas is your shining star and wanted to leave this.  Thinking of you and your family with love.

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